Today I realized...

• I am the only woman in our Home Group (small group that meets on Sunday evenings) that is not a housewife or a future stay at home mom. (No wonder I find it hard to relate sometimes.)
• I should try not to feel dissapointed all the time...in myself, others, events, decisions, just all of it. I feel like I am always feeling disappointed for one thing or another.
• I need to stop being so snappy.
• more sleep...much more sleep would be wonderful.
• I love reading
• I love reading books by Jennifer Weiner..I have almost read all of her books in order...everyone should. They are really good. (Author of In Her Shoes) If you read them read them in order...not that they are a series it just makes a difference. http://www.jenniferweiner.com/
• reading helps me to escape
• reading also can cause me to be unhappy with my own life because of things in a fictional story..Go figure
• reading also can make me feel happy, sad...any random emotion because I am so wrapped up in the story and the characters.
• swimming also helps me feel freeand clear minded. I love to just go underwater and most of the time I wish I had a scuba tank so I could stay underwater for a really long time. I just love how my body feels under there and it is so quiet.
• I wish I was a mermaid...maybe I will dream about it tonight.
• I have been having so many dreams lately. I haven't had this many dreams that I can remember in many years. Every night I dream something different. I don't always remember them but I know I was somewhere else when I wake up.
• I really need some time with my sissy that is why I am extra excited to see her and have the bomby time tomorrow. She is the most amazing person..she just knows me..and that is so important.